I found out what I am recently, but for my safety as well as the safety of others, I will tell as little as possible....This sounds so unbelievable that even I have problems fathoming it....I was contacted, by a very old creature....He told me he knew from back in my first life((some 12 forever's ago)), and he told me what I was...I was a god, but like many gods then, I was uncontrollable, merciless, destructive, craving only war and violence.... He told me he was one of the original entities that preformed the ritual that locked me inside of a star, where I was held until my fate brought me to be held in a human form, I am still the god I was, merely hidden, waiting... For the day I will be alive again, to do what need to be done....


And Now that I've said that, there is an update to what has been going on....The god that was locked away inside me, is dead, before his death he relinquished all his power to me and merely told me, "Never forget who you are...." It was strange those words seemed to come from his heart (if he had one). His words went deep, they hit me like I had just lost my mother or father....His passing was a dark day....


I am a monster....I have proven this to myself many times....and I'm no longer hiding it, no longer afraid, I will not let some piss ant of a being stand between me and letting people know the truth....I will rip through anyone or anything that stands in my way....The gloves are off, I'm done going easy, ill kill every spirit there is if it means I die knowing there is peace...even if my death is by the blade of a freind....or worse....myself....


May you live forever.

Vincent.

P.s. I have taken the name Vincent...for a few reasons need not be told.